"Freed: How I Lost God and Gained the World":
I suppose that the closest term I have right now for my state of belief is agnostic atheism. There is something more than this earth for us, and we are not only these bodies and minds, but what that is is unknowable. I would prefer to have the metaphysical workings of the universe codified, to have a book of instructions — but as my desire and reality rarely coincide, I have had to become accustomed to living in this middle place of not knowing while being quite certain. It is a place I have learned to embrace with a conviction that I could never dedicate to the religion of my childhood.